My struggle with the counterfeit "congregation"/"church" continues. (Heb.12:22,23)
I have shared this experience with another faithful anointed one. I thought that by sharing that letter below, others may understand why I have not been writing and posting here recently. I hope to be back to work as soon as I am able. Please continue to pray for me...as your prayers have proven to have power!
Love,
pearl


Hello Abe,

I just wanted to share with you what's going on. I am on a very interesting and stressful journey. The "battle" continues to rage with the judicial committee. I have refuted hours of charges, with scripture, and they seem torn between doctrine and "arrangement"; and their conscience. 

I am sure their conscience will eventually lose, but in the meantime, each time I deal with them, they are the ones being "stung" by the truth. Last night was a long conversation. My poor sick body was weak, to where my lips and tongue stuck together and I was dizzy...but Jehovah kept giving me the scriptures to refute everything, until the elder lost it. 

I do regret calling him a coward, but I tell you that it suited his behavior. He kept trying to say..."I'm sorry this upsets you."...This must be some psychological trick they've learned. Finally I laughed and said for the third time, "I'm not upset. :) " (very cheerfully--and I meant it). 
He then finally said he had to go, because he was very upset. He refused to look at the scriptures any longer. Then I regrettably added insult to injury, by repeating, that he was a coward.

I don't think they know what to do with me. They have never had such difficulty executing protocol. I don't think they are used to anyone who does not fear them and their authority, nor is able to see through their lies. Jehovah is to be praised, Abe! He makes a sick, exhausted old lady a mighty warrior...able to stamp down rulers with His own sword.

I am certain this will not end well for me. But in the meantime, please pray that I will continue to endure in wisdom and spirit. This gauntlet is being drawn out...the judicial committee keeps turning back to the "society" for further instructions. I believe that this past week they found my blog articles (which includes my letter to the congregation) and that the Society now knows who I am...though I don't think they have told the elders.

They now want me to come to headquarters to "talk".

Please just pray that my body endures....as my spirit is being renewed by Christ. I still have so much writing to accomplish about what Jehovah has already given, and each week there is more. I need to physically survive.

Jehovah is great! He is Faithful! Just as he helped David with Goliath, he is helping me.

...Although I know the end of this is to enter the death of Jesus, in whatever way they finally accomplish it. At least they will know that they do what they do, because of directions from wicked men, and not to "cleanse the congregation" or "protect Jehovah's sheep".

I feel badly that the Memorial arrangements are being neglected while Satan has me occupied with this part of my journey. I hope that it will be over by then. I want to partake completely and formally, free of the beast. I think soon, they may throw me out and announce me at the meeting, despite not doing things "legally". They grow more weak and defenseless with each session. Perhaps, if it is alright with Jehovah, I will just tell them to "get it done more quickly".

My heart can't help but hope that you will partake with me this year. I feel it in my spirit, that it is time for us to gather...and pray together for the end. The "incense bowl with the prayers of the holy ones" is the signal for the last things to unfold. Jesus tells us to ask for the "fig trees" (with their unripe fruit) and the "mountain" to be "thrown into the sea". He said that "if" we "had faith", we could do it.

Let's do it Abe. Let's pray for this powerful counterfeit mountain of Satan's, to be thrown into Satan's own sea/abyss of death. Let's have faith, that "whatever we ask, he will do it". Let's have faith that our prayer of faith, the "prayer/request of the holy ones", can help to bring the end...just as the scriptures in Daniel and Revelation say.

I hope that if you still desire to partake alone, that you will pray with me once again...and that we might ask the very things that prophecy indicates we will ask. This is according to God's will and purpose. Imagine Abe. He will bring it in His own time...but we can express our desire for His Kingdom to be "on earth, as it is in Heaven".

Thank you so much just for being here. This would be near impossible to go through totally alone. I don't know how you did it.

Love,

pearl

For those who are interested in reading the letter which I sent my congregation, a copy of it is located at: pearl-farewell.blogspot.com